"When I have a blank expression on, I’m thinking to myself ‘I’m not supposed to be doing this’ or something like ‘I wish I can practice some more’. I think this is why I don’t cry much these days… No really. If you keep spending your days like this, it doesn’t even feel like you are doing it… Like even if we win first place… I like to think that I suffered through a lot of hard times, but the tears don’t seem to come out. But these days I had a lot of thoughts in mind… Since I’m thinking a lot and I’m so busy with the activities… I can’t even practice much and I get nervous… I think it’s really great opportunity to wear those trainee clothes as a trainee and sweat everything off."